dreaming

I'm trying to dream a little. Trying to figure out where I'm suppose to be and what I'm suppose to do in life. I like it. I think.

my birthday is next week

Damn Bills

I HATE BILLS!!!! I HATE DIABETES!!

Hurray for Miracles!

I was praying for no work today! And God answered my prayers! Thank you so much!!!!!

AHH!

I can't wait to find a new job with less stress, more pay, and a place I can use my creativity in ways I don't even know exist! But mostly I'm excited to ab;e to pay my bills and not worry about how much gas I can put in my tank. Seriously, it can be pretty scary! But God will provide! He always has, I have faith, man! Faith! :)

Wow!

Oh man. What a thankful day I'm having :)

I got home from work and smelled delicious food cooking next door... I had dinner with my mom and Patti, it was AMAZING! I think with every bite I thanked God for taste buds and great food. I was cleaning up my place and found my ipod! I was so happy that I decided to pay a little bit more from my savings to my bills! lol, I know it's weird, but I was just very excited! I started packing my things for the big move. As I was packing, I got really sad... From this point on I'll never be living with my parents (unless something goes wrong..) Idk, i just got really sad when I was going thru my things. It's exciting, but emotionally tough. I just pray that moving n with Leti is a "good" thing. I don't see why it wouldn't be... but, you just don't know someone know someone til you live with them, is what they say :)

Valentine's day was great. Dave and I hung out with James and Leti.. I love that Dave likes them. Thank you, God, for him. I don't know who I would be with out him constantly encouraging and correcting me. lol, I know it sounds weird.. but he has a big influence on me, and I love it.

Away I go!

Off to Florida!!!!

:)