Hurray for Miracles!

I was praying for no work today! And God answered my prayers! Thank you so much!!!!!

AHH!

I can't wait to find a new job with less stress, more pay, and a place I can use my creativity in ways I don't even know exist! But mostly I'm excited to ab;e to pay my bills and not worry about how much gas I can put in my tank. Seriously, it can be pretty scary! But God will provide! He always has, I have faith, man! Faith! :)

Wow!

Oh man. What a thankful day I'm having :)

I got home from work and smelled delicious food cooking next door... I had dinner with my mom and Patti, it was AMAZING! I think with every bite I thanked God for taste buds and great food. I was cleaning up my place and found my ipod! I was so happy that I decided to pay a little bit more from my savings to my bills! lol, I know it's weird, but I was just very excited! I started packing my things for the big move. As I was packing, I got really sad... From this point on I'll never be living with my parents (unless something goes wrong..) Idk, i just got really sad when I was going thru my things. It's exciting, but emotionally tough. I just pray that moving n with Leti is a "good" thing. I don't see why it wouldn't be... but, you just don't know someone know someone til you live with them, is what they say :)

Valentine's day was great. Dave and I hung out with James and Leti.. I love that Dave likes them. Thank you, God, for him. I don't know who I would be with out him constantly encouraging and correcting me. lol, I know it sounds weird.. but he has a big influence on me, and I love it.

Away I go!

Off to Florida!!!!

:)

I'm okay :o)

Honesty is probably the best thing. I talked with him, he was so understanding and cute. lol, I know it sounds funny.... but, seriously. We talked and things are good.
We leave for Florida in 2 days!! 48 hours from now, I'll be in the warmer climate! I CAN'T WAIT! I don't remember being on a plane. I've never been to Florida. I hope I don't act stupid or anything because I will be so excited!! I don't know what is to do there. I know we are going to Disney for a day (that's sooo expensive) and his dad is going shark fishing, which sounds amazing. I really hope he doesn't mind me going. I would love to see a shark, IN PERSON. I'd be overcoming my "safe-fear" and it would just be a dream come true. I would rather go shark fishing than go to disney, that's how bad I want to go! But, it's ok if I can't go. I'll probably be too tired anyway. lol. Maybe I'll pretend I'm going to bed and then at the last minute, change my mind! ;) anyway, it's not a big deal. I'm excited to feel the sun again. When the sun is so direct you can feel it hugging you inside your skin, that's my favorite. I hope I can get to know his parents better too. For some reason I'm very intimidated by them, but so intrigued as well. I guess that's where he gets his intimidated-ness from.
Thank you, God, for making a job joyful again. I am still looking to leave, but I don't feel like it's an emergency anymore. Thank you for reminding me to humble myself before you every morning when I see the sun rise. That one road where the sun greets me is where I feel like I'm looking at you face-to-face. Thank you, I love it :)
Thank you for my blessings. Thank you that even though I'm struggling through some things, that you are there to cradle me and tell me that you're not leaving me. Even though some relationships fade and jobs don't work out or bills come in, and I bad news from the doctors.. you were and are always there holding my hand. What a humbling year it's been so far. Thank you for teaching me how to become the one you want me to be. It's tough, but I trust your outcome :)